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[15 Sep 2004|11:13pm] |
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Im back mother fuckers I know all you bitches missed me. I hope all you guys are doing well. IM doing pretty good please talk to me i miss all of you. If any of you guy are going to any shows soon let me know so we can meetup. Ill be posting normally now so dont be shy. Damn it been years.
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| WHy cant i just leave this house |
[13 Jun 2004|10:23pm] |
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I just wanted to do something today. Anything , but what did i do? I sat at home and did nothing. To high light my day i get to fight with my mom and dad. Oh yeah now thats what i call a fun ass day. Oh wow look they are yelling me as we speak. Im sorry but i am now going to leave my house before i kill someone ( that someone would be me)
i hope next week is better than this one
Oh one more thing
congratulations to my girlfriend emma who graduated this week holla!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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| Fun Fun Fun when you dont do shit all day! |
[02 Jun 2004|10:50pm] |
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Today was a long boring day.
1. I went to band practice for a band im supposed to be in but i didn't play (hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm) *fun huh*
2. I didn't eat till 8PM (yeah i was really hungry too) < ONe of those days were you wake up hungry>
3. I didnt see my girlfriend i wonted to really really bad
Yup yup FUN (not really)
and so now I set bored and alone, wishing I wasn't wishing for you. Longing to hear your voice. Begging for your touch.
But I wont get either, Not now ill just have to wait.
BUt waiting makes me nerves and nervousness makes me shake.
I want you and I swear that this is not at all fake.
So for now I will have to wait even if it make my whole world quack. Because you my dear are worth the wait!
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| Where the fuck have i been |
[31 May 2004|07:49pm] |
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This last week i went to see cursive 2 time (yeah 2 times)
i wish i would have gone to all 6 (but there is always next time) My girlfriend and i went both days i cant wait to go to another show.
So yeah what have all you guys been up to talk to me.
ummBUt for now i have to go , ill put pics on this week.
And ill star posting more too.
Later
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[23 May 2004|08:32pm] |
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| Everybody in the club getting tipsy |
[13 May 2004|11:00pm] |
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Im going to PROM it going to be so bad ass emma and i are going to tare shit up.
yeah yeah ill tell you everything that goes on okay okay i will.
talk to you all soon
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| I would take it all back for a hug, id take it all back for you to tell me you cared |
[20 Apr 2004|01:52pm] |
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Sitting here crying wondering what went wrong. Wanting to talk to you. SOMetime the simplest thing are what make us happy. ANd you my dear are what make me happy. I cant lose you now. I need you more than anything. You are my everything.
I just want you to call me , we really need to talk. I must know where i fucked up. I need you. I need you more than anything right now.
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| So close to the finish line and i tripped on my shoelace.But im back up and imgoing to win the race |
[13 Apr 2004|11:59pm] |
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MY one fear almost came to life today. I am most happy that it didnt but definitely still shaken up but it will be okay ill be okay will be okay.
Sitting in darkness as my fears chase after me there gaining on me. I wont let them bet me , i wont let them win. Im here for the fight and i will not give in.
I really dont know what to say right now im at a lose for words. SOme many feeling rushing those me right now i dont know how to put them into words.
Okay im thats all for that
(totally off the subject)
Dose anyone watch i want a famous face , cause i do and one statement comes to mind ( OMg)
OKay that show is gnarly as all hell.
But i cant help but watch it. Im fucking hooked
good job MTV.
I have a long day of work tomorrow ( yes that i do)
at least i dont have to get to work at 7:30 like today.
I need a car so damn bad. And i was going to talk to my dad but i didnt get the chance. BUt tomorrow is a new day.
ANd ill talk to you all then good bye
your original gangster
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| Ripped away like a tag form a shirt, Why didn't anyone tell me that saying good bye would hurt |
[11 Apr 2004|11:52pm] |
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Well spring break is over ( awwwwwwwwwww man)
This was the best spring break ever ( and i really mean that)
Back to normal (yay wow wow i mean dammit)
thing to look forweard to this week
AS I LAy dying
Seeing Emma
HAnging out At the shop
going skating
seeing brenden
And a million other random thing that are bound to happen
Thing not to look forward to ( well lets not talk about those)
Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
Bored i think im going to go.
Yup im gone talk to you all soon.
BYe BYE
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| I need you some much closer |
[06 Apr 2004|01:16pm] |
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OKAy OKAy you need to come home emma this sucks ( thats all im going ot say about that)
I dont work anymore this week holler my first time taking time off ever ( yes
and i mean ever)
thats all for now yo
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| ONly if you knew how much i cared you would second guess my feelings |
[02 Apr 2004|09:38pm] |
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THe past few days have been so good , well tell today
ALot of shit went down that i dont want to talk about.
ANd the one person i want to spend my time with is mad at me and i really want to be with her.
( but i fucked
up like always)
so i get to spend the night alone ( i guess im going to walk around in the rain and take pictures)
WOw i have alot to say right now and i cant , And i with i could right now but ( i dont know , ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i hate this i feel like im crazy) < i mean not that im not , but shit just hit the fat and splattered in my face today> gee
i have to go
ill talk to you all soon i hope
bye you all who take the time to read this madness!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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| I left my heart at the side of the bed, And she had the wormiest body that i never had! |
[26 Mar 2004|02:34am] |
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YO YO YO YO YO YO YO YO YO
Last few days have been fun i went to rancho yesterday( i was going to call you amanda to see if you wanted to chill, but i got scared) I will next time for sure.
And today i went to a hotel party it was okay.
and now im bored as hell ( and i have to work in the morning)
SO yeah
Theres a show in DHS on saturday if you live in the desert you need to come.
From the moment i saw you i was hooked
caught like tuna in a net , except i wasnt squirmimg to get free ( i was comfortable to have finally been caught)
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| Did you miss me, Or did you let myexistence slip your mind |
[23 Mar 2004|07:26pm] |
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ITs been a few days wow yeah
I havent really been doing much just work ,skating and working (wow i do those thing everyday hmmmmmmmmm)
But yeah just saying hi
Oh and matt call me bitch
that is all
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| Im a very important person Ive acquired a genetically altered handshake capable of speeds up to30mph |
[17 Mar 2004|10:32pm] |
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Last night rocked the show was sooooooooooooooooo damn fun.
after the show we hung out with the band forever.
then i came home and went to work oh yeah! ( no sleep for me)
Anyways
This week i dont know whats going on i want o chill with some friends so if you think im cool and you might want to chill ( make out) talk , play hacky sack or anything leave me a comment and if you live with in 2 and a half hours we might be able to hang out. SO yeah if you live in sd or upland or la your not too far away. So shout me a holler cause i dont think im doing much this weekend cause my filmer is out of town ( those of you that are new to my lj my filmer if the person who films me when i skate) < yes i do skate> -every day-
notes just in case you got lost
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Yeah that what all that BS was
So lets chill it will be fun
My feet are over walking. Im ten steps behind you and an arm length away, I cant get your attention. It like your ears are deaf to the scram that im belting out!
I have been trying to get you attention for miles now but no response. I dont know what to do. But I need to find out fast cause the walls of my earth are caving in swiftly.
And why? I dont even know you. But yet I have still put all my effort into confrontation one meeting with someone whom doesn't even care to talk to me.
But I will fight on, I will be noticed.
Stubbornness and perseverance are the same monster in different collard rapers.
Okay yeah
Ps lets chill yeah (and im not really cool)< we should still hang out>
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